Went into a bar which is a good, because there really seem to be good opportunities in bars for conversing with strangers.
However, sat next to these two bitches, one a regular, talking and really shouldve said something to either introduce myself or something, but failed to. So sat in silence for like 20min drinking a beer while they blabbered on infinitely.
Kind if excruciating but I got closer tonight than ever because I went and I will go back out tomorrow night.
The key is you just have to get Zen. You dont have to preplan anything or map out the cognitive scripts and frames of a girl's life and the present interaction. You just listen to yourself and the processes going on inside your body. Inside me is a strong and ever present anxiety regarding social interaction. Its there and I havent been able to overcome it. I think the only thing that will overcome it is exposure. Just like I was afraid of entering bars, I did it once, and now I can pretty much go into anyone I have no fear regarding that. I just need to strike up a conversation with a single girl and I will no longer have fear regarding that. Right now I'm just sitting on the otherside of the mountain.
Anyway time to whack it to internet ladies, read about AI all day tomorrow, and then go out again tomorrow night. Shrugs.
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